Day +37 Still Not Stilling #100DaysDIEP

Lavender Bay

3rd post-op psyche sesh today; 2nd walk of the day. Still not stilling. 18 months of Cancer Shitshow fall-out is settling around me. Specks of heartbreak and hurt that are just too numerous & laden to deal with. So I’ll ride the manic-ness of constant movement. It’s an MO that’s carried me through storms before and it will again now, until I’m ready to lie down in the stillness and allow myself to be enveloped by the sad-flakes, feel their truth and start to heal. Comfort can be found in the storm.